Am I Too Much?
The way I want to be loved, is it too much?
Healing from a place that kept me in the dark It blew away my my spark And buried me I am finally beginning see Everything that had been blinding me I am awake again Though I often cry, I can finally breathe There is, however, a doubt that sits with me And I want to ask whoever is listening Is it possible? Is it possible to be loved again specifically? Is it okay to need a phone call nearly every day? Is it acceptable to want to spend my time alongside a good man? Is it too much to ask to be wanted and seen consistently? Is it a lot to desire to be part of their life? To be cherished and appreciated To be seen and accepted To be a team and agree To agree to disagree To listen and be heard To share To be respected and loved Tell me, is it too much? Is my asking delusional? Am I wrong to want it all? I do give wholeheartedly Every inch of me I don’t go half way Especially when I want you to stay So is it okay to want to be loved this way?
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